Tonight has been ...

eventful to say the least.

I think madness has been clearly established :) 

I need to stop letting myself get in horrible situations.

I did a personality test, and apparently i'm paranoid, overly dependent, obsessive, compulsive and ... I can't remember the other one. I think the events of tonight have proved that to be spot on, lol.

On a positive note though, I'm going to New York in 10 days. 

I'm fairly sure my eagerness to go there will overpower any pathetic emotions that my haunt me during my stay, I'm a rather keen tourist.

Emotions can fuck off, I've got a bag of kiwis I can focus my attention on.

I must say, blogs help get out emotions :) even if I have deleted half of what I wrote.