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When I was little, I'd see these terrible things on the news ... like, teenagers getting angry and going into school with a gun and shooting everyone they see, or things like that. I used to see that sort of thing and I just could not understand how someone can become so filled with hate that they stop seeing the line between right and wrong.

But now, I understand it.

It's the most disgusting, horrible thing and I'd give anything no to. I hate it, I hate how it's possible to do that to a person. To destroy them so much that everything is so distorted.

I want to go back to the times when I didn't understand as much as I do now, I want things to be good again. 

it's been all of about three minutes since I wrote that ^ and someone's just said something to make me so so so happy. 

but still, the world makes me sick.

we're out of control.